Today is the 8th July 2007 . Sunday, and i'm working night again when tomorrow is a school day . But then, i help when they need me . =) .

Reached Black Angus and went in, Linh told me she didn't saw my name on the station schedule list . I was surprised, perhaps they just didn't saw my name . Then, i wentta told Tiffany and she placed me to the big station . I thought i was gonna help Serene because that's her station . But Tiffany said no, Serene will do the patrol and i'll do the big station . My reaction was : shocked ! I can barely handle the small station and she's allocating me to the big station ? ? Perhaps she might have thought too big of me . I asked her serveral times whether does she wanna change the allocation before it's too late, but her answer was a constant 'NO' . I was scared . I was afraid that i couldn't handle the station and it just went outta hand . But, as things came, Serene and Cindy helped me . So, everything was okay . =)) . Thanks to them . Although everything went well, i got scorched quite a bit . There's a few orders for warm water and we're suppose to get half a cup of boiling water and then mix it with tap water . I made it so fast that the boiling water splashed against and droplets of boiling water just 'fly' to my hands . I couldn't back my hand off because i had to adjust the cup it to such a way that water stop 'flying' out . That was one . Then came the other order for fresh baked bread to be sliced . I placed the bread on a plate and placed it under the food heater panel for Fan to sliced it . It was busy, so the plate was left there for quite a while . Though a while, the plate got so hot that the skin on my fingers handling the plate got sort of numbed . But then, no use complaining so much, it's part of a working experience, isn't it ? Knocked off at 10p.m. and walked so fast because the sky showed signs that a huge stormy rain is about to come . The wind is already strong enough to mess up my hair . Walked and upon reaching the bus-stop, the rain came, no shelter, but the bus-stop is just right up, the thing is, the green man refuse to light up faster . So, i got a bit drenched . Came to CCK interchange, the floor was dry . =) . No rain . But boarding bus 300 and reaching the first bus-stop, the rain came . It was a big rain . I alighted, didn't run, i walked fast in the rain . Till i reached my block, i'm a wet duckling . Reached home, took a shower, ate and blogging now as usual .

Went to his blog of course . He replied . =))))) .

Me> -: you know her . . . clue ? perhaps you may wanna notice the things around you, somethings that changes . . . and of course, she wants to confess, but she told me she found no chance .
Him> Jerron: To ;- : hmmm,is she from the same poly as me?? same cca??? or online friends?? Give me some clue bar.
Me> -: she . . . has no idea whether does she has the chance to be with you . . . thus, not to be named was her choice .

I wish and wish, that i would have the courage to confess and face the consequence . But somehow . . . i just couldn't, just couldn't make myself do it .

I've been missing him lately, very much deeply . I hope he feels it or so . =/ .

Nights everyone .

And to him : 晚安 ！ 想你 ！